Friday, February 12, 2010

43/365 the things that matter...


I was having an off couple of days
and felt like I was skating on the edge of disaster all week

my belief in being responsible for my own happiness
and not allowing anyone to make me mad/sad and
any other applicable rhyming words
was shaken today

it's silly really
and more than a little junior high
to be concerned about what other people think
& allow them to make me
second guess who I am
and what I can bring to the table.

I know for the most part
what I am &
what I am not
and I am ok,
no I am great with it.

I embrace my quirkiness
celebrate my ability to accept
ignore my inadequate housecleaning skills
and accept my flaws

I knew I was being silly
so I picked myself up
put on my big girl panties
grabbed a friend
and went for a brisk walk around the river

better

then I drove up to pick up my friend Kim
and as I pulled up to house I was greeted by this...
great.

then I was greeted with a big baby hug
& one of the best smiles around.

perfect.

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